Saturday, 28 June 2008

Letter I cut and pasted

Dear Miss Simone
I thought I’d type you up a letter seeing as I’m not doing anything else. It’s 10:40 on a Saturday night and I’m doing nothing. It’s pretty sad. I’m not sure how it came to this but at least I am not wasting money and absorbing Kilojoules of beer. I got a heap on new music today so I will share with you. You might not dig it, but It will kill some time non the less.

How is sunny Queensland treating you? And the traineeship?  I think it’s a good thing what you’re doing, very character defining, something to tell your kids about one day. But as we were saying, you still get to have a life of your own .Speaking of lives, I really got to get one. I am going to turn into a hermit in a minute.It would be really cool if you came down. We could go and have a bit of a gig and ‘make out with babes’ and our wardrobes would double for the week.

I’m not sure what else to tell you. I think I told it all on the phone. I really wish I was in the states right now, everyone that went back to camp keeps writing about it on facebook, it’s depressing.

This letter is not going to be that uplifting, I’ll try to lift the mood.
I think I need some more good in my life, but only I can change that. Uni is such a drainer, I don’t think I could work at a place like Stussy for long. But yeah, the parade in September should be hella exciting, hopefully my work gets in the Herald Sun or something like that. That would rule

I am listening to City and Colour right now. Dallas! This music is just so amazing, Its not just because its Dallas of Alexis and he’s so pretty, because we play this CD and work, and my friend Shannon, who listens to Silverchair and Nova and the like, fell in love with it the first time she heard it and but it today. Well yes that’s a bit of random info for you!

Well I am beginning to ramble, so all I will say is I miss you like a limb, I can’t wait to we get to hang out again, and go for drives, my car misses you, and seeing as I don’t have a life we can take your parents out again!! Ha ha that was a good night. You’re lucky they’re pretty cool. I hope you’re doing ok in Yandaran, you have your fan club there, its always good when people dig your shit.  See you soon I hope
Love Eloise

Friday, 13 June 2008

June 13th

Was the day I flew out to the States last year.
I think of that trip at least weekly. I miss my friends, camp and the places I saw.
I want to be anywhere but the cold winter of Melbourne.
I am hoping this is the main influence of my shitty mood lately. I am so snappy and for anyone near me I applogise. I need to tackle uni with a new angle in order to get my piece of paper and get out of there. Someone take this bad mood away from me.

Tuesday, 3 June 2008

Semester One

Is over. Well studio is anyway.
I can honestly say, that it was one of the hardest times, and there is more to come.
I am wrecked.
But after today I know it is worth it. I just need to catch up on sleep.
I have never been so alone during a semester. I needed someone to talk to more than ever, but have had the least contact with my friends.
Losing a best friend wasn't as hard as I imagined, not as sharp an instant as break-up. Will it be this way forever? Who knows, I don't know why it is yet, but I know I don't want to attempt to patch things up just yet. Negativity and a lack on understanding is not needed right now.
For the first time, ( with exception to my mum), I am truely a lone sole doing it by myself.